I know the exact feeling of loosing someone so very close who meant so much to me. My father lived in severe pain and took his own life. To this day i still don't understand why I just try to keep moving on and remeber him the way he was a good person. I wish the family all the best I can and to remember all the happy times that you had while he was here it makes days much easier and better in such hard times. Michael was a great person and performer as well we all feel his loss.