I watched the E-Entertainment special on Michael's life and death and was very moved by it. I had been a fan of INXS in the eighties because there music moved me and inspired me. I lost a cousin to suicide and you always be asking the question Why did this happen? It always helps to talk and share feelings with family and relatives. If gives you strength and keeps the beloved's memory and spirit alive in your own heart. God Bless All. Peace Out, Margaret