Happy 45th Michael!! From one Aquarius to another. I feel connected to you somehow. When I went to Australia and stayed 3 months back in 1999-2000 I made it a point to go to Double Bay to that hotel room at The Ritz Carlton.I wanted to be that close to where you spent you last breath and get some kind of closure. After reading all the books so far about your life and tragic demise it still hurts so much. You have hurt so many people. Suicide is a selfish act. Everyone of us must learn to deal with pain, no matter how overwhelming it is. I'm glad to have seen all of you in concert back in September 1997. INXS was a band that the beautiful country of Australia should and always will be so very proud of. It is very rare for 6 original band members to still be together after 20 years there would of been much more I'm sure. It will always be a mystery to all of us ?? Why Michael....Why ?????????????