the day after tomorrow it's michael's birthday.if he would be alive,he would be turn 45.without michael,my life has no sense.even now,i don't understand why did he died?why him?I was hoping i had a nightmare and,when i wake up on 23th of november 1997,the tragedy wouldn't have been real.I can't explain what i went through on 22.11.1997,when i found out from a local TV station that,the man i worshiped didn't exist anymore.My colleagues didn't understood why i was crying for an unknownperson-they said.they were ignorants.but michael and inxs were,and still are part of my life.i don't believe there'll be another band i'll like more than inxs.there are few bands that i listen to with pleasure like suede,depeche mode,u2,the cure, metallica....., but inxs is no'1.In 2000 while i was talking to my boyfriend,he asked me if it is true that i love michael more than i love him.I think that in my heart i love more feelings for michael and inxs than i have for my boyfriend.In the town i live in,there are few clubs i go to,where at least once or twice a nights i listen inxs's music,especially the strangest party,taste it,mystify,need you tonight,beautiful girl,elegantly wasted or strange desire.I am inxs fan since 1994,when i first heard the strangest party,i was 21 years old.Between 1989-1994 i was metallica fan.
I love you michael and rest in peace,wherever you are.
Sad but true.
I love you michael and rest in peace,wherever you are.
Sad but true.