Carolyne, I love your poems!!! Wish I could write like that!!Hoping to get an email from you soon!:) I was listening to Michael's music last night with my sister, and she started crying (she's also a fan of his!!:)) and I dont know how I managed to stop myself from doing the same! I dont think I've ever been this depressed...more than the depression, its the helplessness that's getting to me-knowing I can never see him, touch him, tell him how much I love him...usually I have answers to every problem, but this is one time I can't come up with a solution, and its breaking my heart...Silmara, it was nice hearing from you again!! Write to me soon! Nadia, Michelle, Aidan, Alice, Carolyne-love you guys!! God bless you all...