Happy birthday Kell, we miss you!!!! I just read the letter he sent to Mike...its quite strange (if that's the work I'm looking for!!) to see how one day everyone's life is going perfect, with all the beautiful little incidents which are not really significant then, and how the next moment death rips everything apart...and then every single second spent with that person becomes more precious than anything else in the world...I just wish I'd learnt about Michael earlier...I hate this feeling-the helplessness knowing that nothing can bring him back, the immense grief, the heartbreak...altogether its a really miserable feeling...I miss him. On a happier note, I wish Tiger Lily a very, very happy birthday, and hope she has the best time ever!!! Love and Peace...