Every time I visit this website, I am so overwhelmed...every single time. Aidan, Michelle, Nadia, Monica, Alice, Kelli and all my other friends, thank you so much for all your lovely posts...they really have a healing effect on me...Mike is a part of my life that I discuss only with you all, bcause no one else would understand!! Its so comforting to come here and pour my heart out, and to KNOW that you all understand what I'm saying. Tomorrow is my uncle's wedding, and his first wife had died two years ago. Being here, with his little daughter, is just so...unsettling...this is just another reminder of how death can rip everythig apart. Looking at my little cousin remids me so much of Tiger Lily...I cant do anything but pray for both of them and hope they'll be happy. But most of all, I hope Michael is happy...“They can never, ever tear us apart...” God bless you all!!