Hi everybody! I see that my message prompted some confessions from some of you. The reason why I talked about this divine(cause that's what is for me since I did't get the chance to see them live) experience that not all of us were so lucky because of different motives, is that recently I went to a concert of a famous artist(it was my first concert)whose name is not important since I cannot call myself a fan of his. Well, there's one thing I thought I realized which was that maybe I should have gone to the Inxs concert in 2001. As I wrote in one of my older messages I couldn't go through with the impulse as I considered myself a traitor and since I couldn't get the Real Thing, that is Michael, it wasn't worth it though at the same time I wanted to see Michael's band members and friends. I've had mixed feelings about this since it happened and a few days ago I thought I might have been wrong, but when I read today this girl's post who said she went and couldn't handle it, she had such a bad experience, well I'm sure that the very same thing would have happened to me had I gone . I would probably have left the concert in tears and even more heart broken than I am now! Can it get worse than this? I don't think so. I don't know what to do with all these mixed feelings, it is so powerful that it can destroy you if you're not careful. I was experiencing these feelings also with respect to Inxs' picking up with someone else. I was in such a shock, so angry though I loved them as they were a great part of Inxs.But for God's sake, whose voice did we hear on all these beautiful, amazing records?! Isn't it Michael's voice? There can be dozens of images of Michael during each concert they'll give but it's still a strange voice on the stage and no matter how much we try to imagine otherwise, Michael's very essence, his stage presence, nothing can be equalled nor substituted ! He remains in our hearts,minds and dreams for infinity! All my love to Aidan, Sonali, Nadia, Michelle and everyone who shares his/her feelings and is true to his/her heart!