Hi everyone...thanks Alice,your posting meant a lot to me. Sometimes, when I'm feeling really, really upset about Mike (like last night!) and I cry,after a while this kind of calmness comes over me, and I sort of KNOW that he's telling me he's okay,and not to worry...I thank God for not keeping Mike alone, as now he's with his loving Dad. But sometimes the sadness is just too much to bear, and I wonder,like I'm sure you all do,“Why,Mike?”...if only he'd had someone to talk to that night or something...but well,what's done is done,and I know he's okay now. God bless you Mike, I love you with all my heart!