Finally I have the album to listen to, it seems to make more sense. It's like we're hearing Michael's side of the story. My wife lost her parents the same year which lost me the chance to grieve for Michael, I had to be strong for others. Now I finally feel it's my turn. Thankyou for the website, it feels like you know what we are all going through. I feel like I can continue my life with a positive look on the future.