This year I have been missing you more than ever. I have been crying more than ever, and it's been hurting more than ever, and I'm not sure why. I never met you; how could it hurt this much? I wonder how much worse it is for your friends and family, and I can't even imagine. I was reading about the grief of celebrity death from a fan perspective. someone wrote something that stays with me. out of all the times you could have been born you shared the world with him. for half my life Michael Hutchence was on this planet with me. I was 15 when Kick hit big. I was the perfect age to become a fan. I was born at exactly the right time. I am grateful for that. I love you Michael, like you're the other half of my soul.