Just watched the last rock star over two nights. So very sad, you should have had more help and never been left alone on that fateful night. We will never know for sure what happened, only you know that. I really think my countryUK had a lot to do with it. The press here hounded you, you were treated so bad, I apologise.for this, they disgust me. Typical uk press. You weren't the first and not the last to be treated this way. You should have stayed in aus, you had respect there. I met you in 1993, got the photos to prove it, I even got a kiss of you wih my arms wrapped around you. I wish I was there on that fateful night. I would have tried to keep you safe. We would have talked until your pain eased, I would never have left you alone. I miss you so much it hurts, not one day goes past that I don't think of you. God knows how your family feels, I had you for only 15 seconds, so thankyou for that. You made a uk fan so happy. You were so ordinary, so down to earth. You wanted to talk and please your fans. I hope you are at peace. You will be missed forever, and forever I will listen to you. I wanted more, especially your solo music, you had such a gift only very few have, but it was snatched away from you. Poor Tina is always speaking up for you, you have such a lovely sister. I have spike to her twice about how similar our lifes are, my dad died when I was only 9 months old. I was kept away from my dads family, and why ill never know, I have since made contact and its the best thing ive ever done. I hope tiger does the same. My aunt and I are so close and I hope tiger and Tina will be too, after all.shes knows you the best. Sleep tight, I pray one day I will see you and hear you sing again in heaven until then I will listen to your fabulous words you put into music. Love you forever Mike. Karen x