When I heard of Michaels death it was just a comment on MTV. I could not find any more information and I was at a loss. I wanted to know why. Why he had to die. Did I do it? Did his fans love him too much? Did we leave him room to live and breathe or did we pull away everything he had? I guess I feel in a way responsible. So to try to attone for this I will try to live my life as he wanted to live his, with music and laughter and joy at lifes little things. Sunsets, rainbows,childrens birthdays and stormy nights included. I recently got my computer and I know more about how He died, but the Why still remains. I pray for those who loved him and I pray for the ones he loved as well. This site is truely beautiful and He would be proud I think. My condolances to you all. He was a beautiful and talented man. Patti