my heart goes out to all who knew michael.i am so glad i found this site as i found it hard to express my feelings for michael,being a fan an not truly knowing him. i felt so much love for him i could hardly belive it myself.i felt numb when i heard of his death an i think i will never really feel the same. i used to dream of meeting him and wondering what i would say and if he would live up to my expectations.seeing this website has proved to me he would have been all and more than i ever could have imagined.thankyou for proving that i was right to think of him as my idol. I can see michael was a great inspiration and well worth every minute i grieved for him. He is greatly missed but his music will live on in my family for ever. xxx