I remember when I heard about your horrible end on my way back for a week with family in Portland Oregon, I was on my way home on a train trip I took when I was 17. I was devastated, you were my Idle, you were my hero, there was so much that you meant to me and so many others around the world. Often since then I’ve often thought about a lot of “What ifs” , such as What if I was there to save you, bring you back from what ever led you to your end. I’m older now and I’m more than aware that it wouldn’t of been as simple as that. My family has been through so many suicides, my dad being the most recent. I vowed to my mom, my sister and anyone who would care that I would never end my life, its kept me from crossing that line but, I do find myself thinking about it daily. I really wish we could met Micheal, I don’t know the relationship we would of had, but I’m sure it would have been an amazing experience. Thank you so much for letter me and the rest of the world hear your amazing voice. Feel free to visit me if you get around to it.