Guestbook

I havn't posted here in quiet some time but was sadened to see the post of someone named Chrissie. I have never thought of Michael as a God and don't think others have either. However, he was a loving, caring man that we love dearly and want to express and share our feelings.(This is a tribute site for Michael.) I still miss Michael very much and think of him every day. It's hard to beleive this will be 4 Christmas' without him.......impossible! It's as though he's still in my life everyday. It's usually in a good way until about 2:00 a.m. this morning. I awoke and all I could see was Michael in that dreadful hotel room that fateful morning, details and everything. It was horrible and the thoughts would never leave. I could never go back to sleep. It's kind of weird how the visualizations were so strong and the way I woke up like that. It was as though it had just happened again. I know we should not dwell on that day, but if anyone says they never think of it and only think of the good, well, I don't beleive them. After all that one day changed so many of our lives. It was very devastating and took quiet some time to come to terms with it. I still play INXS and Michaels music every day, no matter what.

Merry Christmas to all of the Hutchence family and Merry Christmas my darling Michael. You will have the best Christmas of all.

Love and Peace to all,
Julie