i can't even think right now...
it's still very painfull, why do we always lose the best of us so early,..the cold and still shocking fact still afects my life...
i don't have someone to talk about what i feel today so i'm talking to you Michael - I really hope there's life after death cause i can't imagine that someone like you can just disapear forever- i do not whant to believe that you're gone...you didn't and i know you'll be back someday..or you already are as a free bird or a dolphine or whatever you wanted to be..
i also know you are in a beautiful place you always wanted to be at.. you brought so much joy to others now it's your time...i truely hope you happy there cause it didn't sound like you were in the last years of your life.. you maybe pretended or lied to yourself but i know you weren't..your songs is like a letter that anyone can read and understand exactly the way you felt about things...
I just wanted you to know i love you very much,it's me, the girl who thinks about you alot and feels very close to you for some reason...maybe one day i'll know..untill then -be happy and help, if you can, your little miracle lily and all your family make them feel good and never sad again ...
love you , take care
vicky
p.s it would be very nice if everyone who likes michael will light a candle tonight, i'm sure he'll be very happy to see that people care...
it's still very painfull, why do we always lose the best of us so early,..the cold and still shocking fact still afects my life...
i don't have someone to talk about what i feel today so i'm talking to you Michael - I really hope there's life after death cause i can't imagine that someone like you can just disapear forever- i do not whant to believe that you're gone...you didn't and i know you'll be back someday..or you already are as a free bird or a dolphine or whatever you wanted to be..
i also know you are in a beautiful place you always wanted to be at.. you brought so much joy to others now it's your time...i truely hope you happy there cause it didn't sound like you were in the last years of your life.. you maybe pretended or lied to yourself but i know you weren't..your songs is like a letter that anyone can read and understand exactly the way you felt about things...
I just wanted you to know i love you very much,it's me, the girl who thinks about you alot and feels very close to you for some reason...maybe one day i'll know..untill then -be happy and help, if you can, your little miracle lily and all your family make them feel good and never sad again ...
love you , take care
vicky
p.s it would be very nice if everyone who likes michael will light a candle tonight, i'm sure he'll be very happy to see that people care...