It seems that Michael gave his life for us. He may have used drugs to boost his already wonderfull will for life, but I can see it all as a plan for something real good. It seems this man was so extremely courageous and compassionate, one close to God in ways most of us cannot conceive of in our human minds, maybe a jesus. He made his life so that we will see those things that are true, the things that we should strive to be like every day, the things we should not fear. The drugs surely opened his mind in this level, but also took years away from his young self...and caused much pain. But he knew the right way, good for him, he was strong.