Michael died one week after my father, who also committed suicide. I was a big fan at the time, and I remember folks leaving messages on my answering machine saying they were sorry for my loss, thinking of Michael, not knowing my father had passed. Suicide is a confusing thing. I still have not told my children about my dad's choice. It is too hard. I think, like Michael, it was a momentary decision that has had life long consequences for all survivors. My heart goes out to the Hutchence famkily. We rebuild but we don't fully ever recover. Light and Love to you all!