Michael my friend, its nearly 15 years since i last saw you. You were so full of life on that stage, you ooze sex appeal, you knew what you were doing to all your fans when you were performing. My god you were brilliant, sexy, everything a sex god was. But 15 years later, i still cry, i want to feel your arm around my waist again, i want to look into your eyes again as i did then in 93. I wish i had the power to turn the clocks back, i would be at your door on 22nd Nov 1997, i would be your friend at your darkest time, i would have waited till you had your phone call from Paula, i would have been there for you. Im sorry i wasnt, so sorry no one could help you. But thankyou for everything you did. You are and always will be my No 1. My piece of heaven, my man. Love you forever. X