While in the process of cleaning out some corners of our apartment, I came across a photo album. In it there were pictures from HS and of friends and then of INXS. In particular a show my best friend, and fellow Michael Hutchence admirer Kate and I cut school to go to @ the Academy in NYC in 93. After having waited outside the venue all day to get into the front row because the show was General Admission, we made it in and had sincerely one of the best nights of our lives to date. I didn't think those pics still existed. I just sat there and looked at them wondering how life could have gotten so hard. No one will ever know exactly what was running through Michael's head and heart during those last minutes of his life. I just hope he ... really really hope he knew he was loved.