I dont know, this year it's different. I wonder how many others are feeling this way too. It's really rather depressing lately, looking around the world knowing you're not here. It just seems so unfair. You should be laughing & walking around by the pool at your home in the south of france. Perhaps it's this last week leading up to that horrible anniversary. I wish I could tell you to be calm. I wish I could tell HER to be fair & not make you wait those months because of her problems battles. I guess that's what happens with hindsight, you understand. With that understanding comes the burden of wondering about all the little things that perhaps could have changed an outcome. Then again, maybe it couldnt. We'll never know.
Tiger is amazingly beautiful. Did you know she made the short list for an acting role? You would be so proud. She's going to be great, just like her Dad. I know you wish you could have been here for that - but I suppose we'll all have to settle in the knowledge that you're watching from above.
It can't be bad being an angel though, right? =]
Besides, a long time ago in my dreams when we've chatted you said you were lonely. Now you have Kell Paula there to keep you company. That's beautiful.
You're in heaven you're fine. It's those of us left behind that are now feeling the empty loss of you in our world..but it wont always be like that. Someday (when it's time comes) we will each be reunited with your beautiful spirit.
Until that time, my friend, Im missing you.
Again this year, I'd like to say Thank you to Mario, his wife, Ian anyone else involved in maintaining this wonderful memorial site where fans like me can express ourselves & our love for Michael. I appreciate your trouble. xo
Love, Terri xo =]
Tiger is amazingly beautiful. Did you know she made the short list for an acting role? You would be so proud. She's going to be great, just like her Dad. I know you wish you could have been here for that - but I suppose we'll all have to settle in the knowledge that you're watching from above.
It can't be bad being an angel though, right? =]
Besides, a long time ago in my dreams when we've chatted you said you were lonely. Now you have Kell Paula there to keep you company. That's beautiful.
You're in heaven you're fine. It's those of us left behind that are now feeling the empty loss of you in our world..but it wont always be like that. Someday (when it's time comes) we will each be reunited with your beautiful spirit.
Until that time, my friend, Im missing you.
Again this year, I'd like to say Thank you to Mario, his wife, Ian anyone else involved in maintaining this wonderful memorial site where fans like me can express ourselves & our love for Michael. I appreciate your trouble. xo
Love, Terri xo =]