It's been a while since i've been on this site, though Michael is not very far from my mind, i feel i had moved on, til now. I saw inxs recently and it was very hard for me. I first joined the inxs information centre back in 1984. The 6 boys became my imaginary big brothers, i was only 13, Michael became my idol. 100 % I saw the band collect their 7 countdown awards live, i saw them live atleast 13 times and was as renown for being a fan as they were famous. Michael had the biggest influence on me than anyone in my life. From a shy teenager, i grew my hair long, swaggered and swayed and became Micheal when my shyness would try to rule me. I suffered through my acne Knowing Michael had too. The day he died a huge part of me died too, and i am feeling it know. God i miss you. The day of his funeral i stood outside with all the others. A man came up to me, he must have seen the pain in my face, and he asked me if i wanted to come inside. I dont think i could even talk. I sat their and felt every emotion possible. I will never forget how much i hated that day. I miss you mr Cool.