I've been a fan since 1982! I have 42 cds, several videos and the “Im only looking”dvd and other stuff. Michael was and is a BIG part of my being. He helped me thru alot of troubled times - especially when my mom died in 1987. She also liked them - even though she would always call them {inks} and laugh when I would correct her. I miss them both very much! I also want to say that I was fortunate to see him perform 2xs! Neither show will I ever forget! There's not a day that goes by without thoughts of him or where we would be now with him! It's a giant tragedy that it had to be this way - the remainder of life without his life still here. But never will it be totally without it since he shared so much of his life with us while he was here. My thoughts and prayers to his family and friends - for I was and am only a fan - although I considered him my friend even though I never met him, he truly was there for me without even knowing it! To all the other fans: keep playing his music {I know you do} and share it and memories of him with others who may not have had the chance to have experienced his charisma, and all the other aspects of Michael. My most heartfelt condolences to family and friends and especially to Tiger, who will never grow up with him or Paula. Everyday you are also in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless you all! And thank you for the opportunity to share, and for the great website! Keep up the great work! Most truly, inxsive dragon