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08.11.2015 – Tightrope Walker
The man and his music – A Tribute by Toby Creswell, Music Journalist

As I recall it, the room was in half darkness and the blinds were drawn against the warm, late-summer sunshine. I was ushered into what passed for a suite on the third floor of Albury-Wodonga’s finest hotel. In fact it was one of the few buildings over two storeys in the twin cities. The blinds were drawn not against the sunshine but the gaggle of schoolgirls below who chanted the singer’s name over and over. As soon as anyone went to the window the chorus started up again.

It was the winter of 1985 the first time I met Michael Hutchence and it was obvious that he was born to be a star. Even in Albury-Wodonga he was a prisoner of his fame. There was much more to come. At that point I was only mildly interested in INXS, had rarely seen them play and was not greatly impressed with their first three albums. The Swing in 1983 was the beginning of something unique and by the time of Listen Like Thieves it was apparent that INXS were a band with a momentum all their own.

Hutchence was disarmingly different from what anyone would expect of an Oz rock pop star. He was fiercely ambitious but he took little other than his music with too much seriousness. He was more interested in talking about how much he admired Nick Cave and the Birthday Party than blowing his own trumpet.

Hutchence’s walking on the wild side gave an edge to the pop sensibilities of his co-writer Andrew Farriss. But INXS was essentially a gang in every sense of the word, they were a democracy. “Andrew and I may write most of the songs, but this is a real and,” he said at the time. “It’s not two writers and four dumb musicians.”

At the conclusion of the interview the singer went down to meet the fans and returned with a list of kids who hadn’t been able to get tickets to the sold-out theatre show.

Backstage for this gig was the inside of the semi which carted the PA. The camaraderie around INXS at that time was purely infectious. Although this would have been the ten thousandth or more gig they were buzzing to get onstage. As the intro music started up and the stage manager came to collect them the six players began to pound the wall of the truck and chant “rock & roll” like the legendary Derek Smalls and his crew. Then they went on stage and blew everyone away.

Whatever anyone may say about their songs or their albums, INXS were one of the truly great live bands – a perfect synthesis of all the themes of rock and pop music. Personally, few concerts I have ever seen have been as powerful and as convincing as that night in Albury.

After the show the group found the only nightclub in town and drank them dry of champagne and most anything else. Few groups ever knew how to party as hard as INXS and the catalyst for the party was generally Michael.

INXS went on from Albury to nudge the edge of the American charts with the Listen Like Thieves album. The group had crisscrossed America for three years building an audience and making waves in the American music business. On stage the chemistry of INXS could not be denied and much of it had to do with Michael Hutchence – his enormous energy was complemented by a breathless phrasing in his singing that made the songs sound both vulnerable and sexual. His persona on stage was slightly androgynous, with a loping, feline walk.

The years that INXS put in from 1982 onwards really shaped the group. Touring internationally gave them a broader perspective and while almost all of their contemporaries focussed on the easy rewards of the Australian pub circuit, INXS developed a global view.

Already in 1985 INXS were contenders in the international rock & roll arena. Hutchence then demonstrated that he wasn’t content just to sing and he took the lead role in the film Dogs in Space, written and directed by his friend Richard Lowenstein. Michael took on the role of an inner-city wannabe punk rocker with poor eyesight, indifferent hygiene and loose morals. The film was an astute satire on rock & roll but the humour – especially Hutchence’s character – was lost on the general public.

They were the only Australian group to play Live Aid, their shows having earned them a reputation up with the likes of U2. Although others had sold more albums, no other group had maintained a consistent presence in the US and it’s no coincidence that the breakthrough of INXS was followed swiftly by Midnight Oil, Crowded House and the Church.

That wasn’t enough. Number 11 on the Billboard charts was ten places from the goal. The group came off nine months on the road with Listen Like Thieves and went directly into work on the next album. Over a year was spent working on Kick, writing songs, developing the image and the videos and planning the tour and the promotion.

When the record was released in October 1987 the band was playing a college tour. Over the next year the group would tour the US three times and Europe twice. By the time they returned to Australia fiftytwo weeks later the Kick album had been number one in America and had spawned three top ten singles.

Success took its toll, however, Michael’s personal relationships were the first catastrophe of his lifestyle. Then there was the pressure. By the time the tour arrived in Europe he was travelling separately and he was self-medicating his lifestyle with drugs.

Then came the pay-off. “The whole back catalogue exploded,” says Grant. “The merchandise was phenomenal – millions of dollars. $2 – $3 million. I remember standing on the front steps of the Ritz in Paris and there was a band debate between going to Van Douche or La Cupole – the two most expensive restaurants in Paris. I was going, “Guys, it wasn’t long ago the seven of us were arguing over fish and fucking chips. Does it really matter?”

If Kick made INXS superstars, it made Michael Hutchence a sex symbol and a wealthy international celebrity. Hutchence could do anything at that point and he chose to make an album with Ollie Olsen. The Max Q project was out in left field musically, but Hutchence was never happier. Most of the album was recorded in Sydney in a studio by musicians who had struggled for years. Michael was soaking up a new ambience and enjoying the freedom of collaborating with Ollie, who would encourage him to write the music.

The massive success of Kick transcended all boundaries. INXS were, if not liked, at least respected by the nation as a symbol of Australia’s international presence. The tall poppy loppers were a long way off.

Michael was essentially a shy guy who seemed to hide behind his hair, his speech impediment and his retiring manner, because as often as not he was watching and assimilating the passing parade. While he resented intrusions into his privacy, he resisted becoming removed from the real world. He wanted to be able to hold up the bar in a nightclub and talk to anyone. The surprising thing was that as his fame grew his ego didn’t and the oddest thing about spending time around Hutchence was just how regular a person he was.

Having been in a rock band since his teens, Michael was pretty much self-educated. He had a thirst for knowing what was going on – reading the right authors, collecting the right painters. Meeting, as we generally did around alcohol, you could find yourself walking into an involved discussion of Camile Paglia or the like.

Unlike many celebrities, Hutchence knew how to get along in a crowd. He was welcoming and interested and rarely as interested in discussing his achievements as shooting the shit about any issue. While most rock stars are happy just to celebrate their own wealth and fame, Hutchence seemed to be obsessed with the world outside his bubble.

After the Kick tour, INXS and Hutchence needed a break which for him included an ill-advised role in a Roger Corman remake of Frankenstein opposite Bridget Fonda and John Hurt.

INXS reassembled for the X album and made one of their most difficult records. “To be honest it was pretty hard those first couple of weeks,” Hutchence said at the time. “INXS is not sitting around holding hands, it’s not like the fucking Partridge Family. At the same time we were very, very lucky that we’ve stuck together and gone as far as we have.”

The X album didn’t sell in the quantities that Kick had done but it was a respectable, multi-million selling LP that was followed by a world tour that almost lasted a year. While the group had less success in the US than previously, they found a new audience in Europe, and in the UK especially, where the group sold out major stadiums.

By the time INXS made their next album, Welcome to Wherever You Are, in 1992, music was going through a sea change. That year grunge took over the planet. At home the group’s management had adopted an imperious attitude with the industry and the tall poppy shears were being sharpened. Welcome To Wherever You Are was launched in Sydney with a benefit concert for St Vincent’s Hospital which raised more than $600,000 and when the gate numbers fell short of the target, the knives came out.

In England they received the best reviews of their career. It was a difficult, soulsearching time for the band but their commitment remained strong. They had one last album to record for Atlantic in the US, Full Moon, Dirty Hearts, and on Capri, an island off the coast of Italy where they cut their most bizarre and edgy album.

While INXS were making strong albums they lacked the new sheen of a Smashing Pumpkins. They played the Big Day Out in New Zealand but remained in a limbo between the old and the new. The last album Elegantly Wasted suffered from a bad cover but contained some of the group’s best ever music, including the soulful ballad “Searching.”

It has become fashionable now to see INXS as a group that was past its use-by date. However, anyone who saw their shows in January this year (1997) or heard their last album will tell you that the band was still making great music.

The sales of Elegantly Wasted, prior to November 22, approached one million copies worldwide and the only other Australian artists who can even remotely match those figures are Silverchair and Savage Garden.

The last time I saw Michael was at the Grand Pacific Blue Room, a Sydney restaurant and bar where the band had taken over the dining room. They showed some scars but they wore them with pride. That evening Hutchence had the usual devilish look in his eye. He seemed to be happy hanging out with his mates, but even then he was keenly feeling the pain of his wretched triangle and proclaiming that ‘Saint Bob’ was the devil incarnate.

The Congregation at Michael’s funeral included not only his family, friends and fans but people of wealth and fame and power. He would have liked the full house. Some of the mourners are voices of generations themselves but each person in that church was united in a terrible grief.

Show business has never moved far from its roots in travelling tents. Every circus has its tightrope act and the higher the wire the better the show. We want to see performers do what we could never do ­ take more drugs, drink harder, seduce supermodels and starlets. From time to time the tightrope walker slips.

No one knows what went on in Michael’s mind on that Saturday morning. Anyway, it’s not our place to judge another man. It’s likely that the pressures of stardom and a mixture of drugs and alcohol affected his judgement, and that morning the tightrope walker slipped. Michael didn’t work with a net.

Toby Creswell

08.11.2015 – Interwiew on Swiss National Radio Station DRS3
28th June 1997, by Markus Wicker (Transcript)

The last time we saw you out here in St.Gallen, was in 86. It was my first day at this radio station, by the way. I remember how excited everybody at this station was, back then to have your show live on the air. I guess, we could talk endlessly about how music and the world have changed in the meantime. Do you remember 86 at all?
Yeah, sure do (laughs), believe it or not. Vaguely, you know. I mean it’s a while ago. Yeah, the show I do actually kind of remember, because of the location and everything. I remember we were driving around and it would drive our tour management crazy by just taking off all the time in different cars and saying yeah, see you there at the next festival.

You were touring behind “Listen like thieves”. I guess it was like conquering Europe for the first time, back then.
Yeah, or “Kick”, wouldn’t it be? Yeah, good times.

Considering that the musical and personal formula of INXS hasn’t changed too much since then, I thought that there must be something still exciting about working like this
Yeah, I don’t know, it depends. You know, we’re not a band who changes their albums in giant leaps. We tend to change within the album. So, we cover a lot of territory per record, I think. You know, “Listen like thieves” to “Kick” to “Welcome to wherever you are”, where we did everything from big band to kind of drums and bass. So, we’d cover a lot of territory within records. We’ve all got very different tastes. We’re completely different people, actually. (He laughs).

So it must be a hard process to get things together if your writing an album and recording it? Or is it a smooth process?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no. I mean, sometimes it’s really smooth. On this record (Elegantly wasted) it was very smooth. In fact, it was so smooth, we just kept all the demos (laughs) and basically put that out.

Talking about the new record. The making of the new record “Elegantly Wasted” was a step in the opposite direction of today’s recording habits, I guess. What was the thought behind the decision to record proper demos with small, but high-quality gear?
Yeah, well, it didn’t really occur to us until we’d actually started. Andrew and I were working together and you know, you can get stuff – I don’t know if people know out there – but you can get stuff now, 8-track DAT’s, the size of a briefcase. We chuck a bunch of crap into the room and we started writing songs. It occurred to us after the first song. By midnight I’d written the lyrics, I’d sung the song and it’s called “Show me” on the album. It’s the first song that ended up on the album. We thought “wait a minute, this is it!” (He laughs) So we continued in that vein. It was cool, you know. It’s kind of lo-fi and hi-fi. It’s whatever you want to do. It just takes all the pressure away. And you just enjoy it.

Were there times when the band was afraid of losing its bite, when the band was afraid maybe to become lounge lizards instead of keeping your chops sharp. I mean, the great lifestyle in luxury and abundance and so on?
I don’t know. It depends on who you ask in the band. I always considered myself a lounge lizard anyway (laughs). The reason why band’s second albums usually don’t work for them well is because all the terror of a real life and all the ups and downs of a real life are not presenting themselves to you anymore – sometimes, if your first album is very successful. So, you don’t have the turmoil and the angst. You know, we live in a time of great angst. You don’t have as much angst, technically, anymore. So, what do you do? What do you say? Suddenly, you are on a couch for too long. So, I think luckily for us, we didn’t have that. Our first album nobody heard, our second album virtually nobody ever heard, our third album a couple of people heard, our fourth album people started to hear and our fifth album was going pretty good and our sixth album was “Kick” and it was enormous. So, we slowly got there (laughs) through a lot of hard work, a lot of live gigs. We don’t come from, you know: “Hey boys, here’s a new hair cut, here’s a new first album and gee that was big and now it’s all over”. Andy Warhol was wrong, it’s not 15 minutes. It’s 5 minutes now. We come from 5 years of fucking touring before we got a contract!

Now, tell me about your feelings about going on tour right now. I guess life on the road has its drawbacks when you have a little daughter at home.
Yeah, definitely. You miss seeing their front teeth grow and stupid things like that (laughs). I think it gives you a special energy. To have a child gives you a special energy. And you have to keep your eye on the ball and you have to say: “Well, ok this is what I do”. And she wants me – whether she knows it or not – to do what I want to do best and do it right, because ultimately it is for her. You know what I mean? You have to keep that in your mind. It’s very difficult at times. But then again I’m the last guy just about – John hasn’t got any kids – I’m the last guy to have one. Well, I’ve got four now. I inherited 3 stepdaughters. You know, Tim’s got a 14 year old son. Last time we saw him, he was at a “Smashing Pumpkins” concert and they were playing a medley of our songs in Sydney (laughs). It gets weirder and weirder.

Does it happen that you look back at times when your band mates had their children and do you understand things that were happening then to them?
Oh yeah, I mean I’ve always been very aware and sensitive to that issue, because I’ve seen guys break down and just cry. I can’t do this. I haven’t seen my baby for 4 months. I don’t even know if she knows who I am anymore. It’s very very difficult. And anybody who has got kids out there will know what it’s like to have a “9-to-5”. Leaving 9 in the morning you can’t wait to get back at 5, you know.

How long will you have to wait to go back?
Well, I’m lucky because I’m based up in Europe. Everybody else’s in Australia. So, it’s much tougher on them. When we got time off or whatever, in the end I guess, we will be able to have so much bloody time that they’ll be sick of us (laughs).

Do you plan a future life as a family man then? One child, three inherited stepchildren?
I have one right now, you know. I’ve been doing that for 2 or 3 years. It suits me. I’ve always loved kids. It’s natural to me. It’s not a big deal. A lot of people look at me in a very cartoon fashion. They look at me in a very blinked way. They just think I’m some guy that’s around night clubs all night or something and getting in trouble or something. I’m not that person. That’s a very tiny part of me that gets blown out of proportion by assholes in the media.

I guess the tabloids will miss you sorely?
I wish they’d miss me now, you know. But I seem to make them too much money. I’m well exploited. If only I could charge 10 percent for every bloody article. I mean it’s a question of respect. I believe in respect of people. And I believe in good stuff and I’m a good person. I love family and I feel really good in that situation. I think children are the future, I really believe that. And I really believe in what I’m doing. I’m going to do all that I can to ensure that she has a great future.

I second that emotion, but that isn’t the thing that sells records.
Oh, fuck selling records! See, there is a great misconception. And I think it’s men who make it so. Because men are so sensitive about their masculinity and their balls and their dicks. They tend to think in terms of once you have a child that you’re emasculated and are thrown into the kitchen and you’re now useless as an entity. That’s crap, you know. That really is crap. If you can’t do both, I mean if you want to be a man, try to go to Pizza Hut with seven kids for three hours for lunch. Then we’ll see who is a man! (bursts into laughter)

You’re talking to a family man!
Exactly, you know what I’m talking about. To be more intellectual about it, to be more sensitive about it, what I’m trying to say is that: You know, rock ‘n’ roll has been around for a long time. This is kind of one of the last bastions, like the Hells Angels and road crews and mercenaries and war of maledom. It still is. Rock ‘n’ roll is a horrificly macho world. What I’m trying to say is, we have to brake down all that rubbish. A man is a man. And that’s many things. That’s to be able to nurture a child and be strong and lead. And not just be some idiot who can’t even get it together for a child, because he is in the pub. You know what I mean? To be a real man is to be real strong and to lead and take that child somewhere and teach them to be wise. That’s what I’m saying.

It was a pleasure to talk to you, Michael.

Well, any time!

Thanks a lot, have a good concert.

Thank you very much. I will. Can’t wait (laughs), can’t wait.

08.11.2015 – Personal Tributes

Nov 23, 1997

Now for something uplifting. Like most of you, I’ve been awake far longer than a body should. What sleep I did get this morning was fitful at best and fraught with horrible nightmares. It didn’t help that the sun had already come up (but hey, sleep baby sleep, now that the night is over.). I’ve cried all day, sobbed over videos, cursed over news reports, and spewed my emotions over fellow inxsaries.

I told some fellow mourners this morning that my life the past two days has been wonderful. I enjoyed watching Rosie O’Donnell live out her dream and interview Barbra Streisand. I went to watch my hockey team win a game with a whole group of friends and went out for food and drink afterward. My alma mater, the Michigan Wolverines, beat our biggest rival (those nasty little buckeyes – no offense to anyone here) to go onto the Rose bowl this morning. I was inducted into Sigma Tau Delta English honor Society this evening. And I actually was inspired enough this week to drive through a great part of my thesis. When looking at my life, it should be absolutely wonderful.

Yet at 1 am last night, it suddenly wasn’t.

For 24 hours now, I’ve been tortured, broken, guilty, angry, saddened, sobbing, regretful and any other emotion you’d like to add in.

But it occurred to me that I have so many things in my life right now, so many good things – not just the things I mentioned above, but my husband, my family, my silly little dog and stuck up cat. And I realized that I wasn’t being true to what I believed.

Life needs to be lived. It needs to be celebrated. It needs to be worshipped.

So that’s what I did. After the induction tonight, I went to a friend’s party. I took a candle with me and at midnight, I lit it and said a prayer for Michael, his family, his friends and his fans. When the moon rose, I drank a toast to him. And in between, I danced. I danced like there was no tomorrow. I danced, and laughed and sang and I dedicated the whole evening to Hutch. And even though there are still a few tears in my eyes, a few regrets in my heart, I feel so much better.

So, what I’d like to suggest to everyone. Make a list of everything that’s right in your life at the moment, tap into that perfect happiness and dedicate it to Michael. Turn on any song that will get your feet moving and dance with abandon. Cry if you want to but keep dancing – sing your lungs out and give all that energy back to him. If you feel silly doing it by yourself, then have a party – a great big rip-roaring party and dance till you’re sweaty and tired. Say a prayer, light a candle, bark at the moon, set a place for him at dinner tomorrow or whatever it is you believe in. We can’t be at the funeral to say good bye, so make your own ceremony.

Just love him, remember him and honour him. We can do no more.

Stazya

“Love and Peace”
— Michael Hutchence


Dec 1, 1997

Last Wednesday before I left work for the four-day holiday (govt. worker — please, no jokes!) I posted to the list that since I didn’t have internet access at home, I’d be thinking of everyone at the appointed hour.

There I was in my kitchen, peeling over 12 lbs. of apples and playing WTWYA on my CD player, completely caught up in what I was doing, when I got this overwhelming feeling that I wasn’t alone, even tho’ my daughter was in bed fast asleep. I looked at the clock, and sure enough, it was exactly 9:30 p.m. — the time that everyone was gathering to pay tribute to Hutch.

Say what you want, but after that, I honestly believe that all of us that loved him and all the members of INXS, are truly spiritually linked.

~*~ Donna ~*~


Dec 3, 1997
Hi Stazya! How are you doing? Hope things are going better this week, I cannot say the same ’cause I’m having a fall.

Well, last Thursday the 27th of November is a day I will never forget… First of all I have to say that the difference between Spain and Sydney is ten hours, so 14:30pm in Sydney is 4:30am here…an untimely hour, but that wasn’t a problem for me, the problem was that I don’t have my own computer and my access to internet and e-mail is because of the University account… so in the moment where I needed my inxs-list friends more I was all alone, that’s why I asked you to think about me at that time in the chats, do you remember?. Well this didn’t stop me because our gorgeous Michael deserved this special celebration from his real fans. That’s why about 2:30am I searched for some Michael pictures then I put them on a shelf and lit two white candles…said a little prayer for Michael (I don’t believe in religion, I just believe in Michael) and kissed his pictures wishing him a good travel. Then I tried to have some sleep. The candles burnt during all the night…

A curious thing…well I usually sleep in one go, but that night, about 4:30 I wake up…looked at the candles and felt some kind of peace…maybe was a coincidence, maybe was the positive energy from all you in the chats, or maybe was Michael telling me “See you in Heaven…”

Well this is my story…a sad one told many times 😉

Hope to hear from you.

Take care and don’t change

Kisses
Susana.


Dec 3, 1997

To those who also love Michael as much as I do, He meant the world to me, I was sitting in my kitchen, at the bar listening to his beautiful voice, wiping out a box of tissues. I never cried so much and so hard in all my life. My heart is shattered. I just saw him two months ago. I had front row, he looked into my eyes and he touched me with his hand. I never saw anyone so beautiful in my entire life. I’m still crying and I don’t think I’ll ever stop. When he died, he took me with him, dedicated to the end.

Peace&Love,
Sharon


Dec 12, 1997

Please forgive me if this gets a bit long, there’s just so much I want to say.

While I was in high school in the 80’s I heard INXS, but I was so busy with Big Band music, playing violin, and collecting the Beatles, I never paid much attention. This past August I saw some of INXS’s Hard Rock Live set during VH-1’s eight days of 80’s and decided that I had to see them live. I found out about their Cleveland concert just two days beforehand (I was sure I’d missed them) and immediately got a ticket. For two hours, a few thousand other fans and I stood in the rain entranced by the band and by Michael.

After finding out the rest of the tour dates/locations because I wanted to send Michael a card and the poem I’d written, I decided to go to another of their shows. I got a ticket for the Pittsburgh show at the end of September (the last show of the tour). At the show, while Amy Grant was failing to amuse the audience, I wandered off to see if I could find Michael. He was in the radio sponsors’ tent by the concession stands and to get backstage had to pass behind some of the concession stands and across a small open area. I called his name and he turned to me and smiled before being hustled off by his bodyguard.

When I heard that Michael was dead I was too shocked even to cry. For the first few days I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t think, I couldn’t accept that he was gone. I had spent so much time thinking that maybe someday I would get a chance to meet him, I still can’t feel that it’s real. I started getting scared too because I found that I couldn’t listen to music anymore. Except for INXS music, everything I’d loved just made me hurt to listen to it. The music is slowly coming back, though much of it brings tears to my eyes.

I’ve had a hard time deciding which poems to include with this letter. Of the many that Michael has inspired (all of which will be in my next book), I’ve selected the one I wrote after the Cleveland concert, The New Messiah, and the one I wrote after hearing of Michael’s death, Percy’s Cloud.

Please feel free to post all or part of this letter and the poetry (provided my copyright appears with the poetry). Thanks for reading all this and for keeping Michael’s memory alive.

Jennifer E. Gladis


Dec 18, 1997

Hello, my name is Angela and I’m sending this from London, Ontario, Canada.

I basically grew up with INXS so when I heard of the death of Michael, I felt as if I had lost a family member or close friend. It has been rather hard for me because nobody around me is a big fan so it was hard for them to share in my grief. For the past couple weeks I have been wondering why this is making me so upset but it makes me feel better to know that I’m not the only one who’s upset and there are other people who are going through the same pain. You wanted to know what people were doing at the time of the funeral. Well I tried to find coverage on it and couldn’t but I’ve been told that it may have been shown on CNN. That was one thing that was making me very angry, is that there didn’t seem to be that much coverage on his death or maybe I just wasn’t looking in the right places. I have a friend who’s in Australia right now and she said they watched the funeral over there and it was very sad. She also sent me some magazines from there because she knows what a big fan I am. I really wish that I had seen the funeral because I don’t feel that I really had a time to mourn his loss and it still doesn’t seem real until you actually go through some kind of ceremony. I just feel like I really haven’t said good-bye to him. If you know of anyone who may be broadcasting it again or if there happens to be a video of it, I would really appreciate it if you could contact me. I know how horrible I feel about this loss and I can’t imagine the pain and suffering his family and friends are going through, and to know that his daughter will never really know what a wonderful man he was.

Thank you
Angela

08.11.2015 – Letter to Michael
by Karen Lobb

Dear Michael

Nearly 12 months have passed and still, I can’t help but feel it’s all been some horrible mistake. Surely they got it wrong? Can’t be you, not you.. I don’t think it was meant to be that way, and I don’t think you did either – not in a rational moment, never in your wildest dreams. A crazy set of disjointed, seemingly minor circumstances that collided together when there was no one to help you see a way out. It seems impossible to let go of the “whys” and “what ifs”.

In my worse moments, I feel you must be crying a bucket of tears a day to see what’s going on down here.. Your family in disarray, Paula crazy with grief, losing “all your beautiful girls”, getting caught up with some loser in an effort to drive away the numbness she must feel, and Tiger, growing away from the last day she ever saw you, every day.. Isn’t it obvious that they’re all trying to deal with the unimaginable? A task too great for most of us? And the ever ready microphones and cameras, waiting to catch the odd tactless word or gesture, and send it like an arrow in tomorrow’s headlines right into the hearts of your other loved ones, dividing them when really all that will get them (and us) through is to hold on together.

My littlest boy was born on your birthday. He’s just six months younger than Tiger, and so often I look at him and think, how could you bear to miss out on this, you’ll never know that about Tiger, how much they change from week to week. And the weeks keep adding up, all that time without your voice, your hug, your kiss. I guess in a too-short 16 months you did an awful lot of loving, maybe enough to last her a lifetime. She’s only got to look at those photos of the two of you together, when you were laughing just like any love-struck-silly dad, to know how much you cared about her. I hope you can see Tiger, watch over her. She’s just a little kid now, but I hope she finds the answers easy when she’s old enough to start wondering.

I guess it’s up to your family, and friends, and maybe even us in a small way. We’ve GOT to get over what’s happened, and start celebrating what you’ve left to us. Your music. Wow, what a legacy. Your image. Sexy, soulful, intelligent. Not my type at all if you look at my real-life choices, but I could never resist my guilty obsession! And your friends, family, the ones you’ve touched, they’re the lucky ones, even though their pain must be unbearable. They’ll spend their lives remembering moments with you, that probably seemed so inconsequential at the time, now cause for a smile or tear or tingle.

It’s no doubt all sentimental mush – but it IS time to dust off those records I’ve been too heartsore to play. I want to see your name again in bookstores and music shops when the news is good. I don’t want everything you’ve achieved, felt important, expressed so well, to be buried too. I’m just a fan, but you spent a lot of your adult life proving we meant something to you. We will always, always miss you, but if we hold you close in our hearts and minds, and learn to laugh and sing as well as cry over you, then you won’t ever truly leave us.

As they say, Michael, love and peace.

Karen Lobb, Australia, November 1998

08.11.2015 – Poems

Michael. I’m truly sorry
so soon you had to go
But today you are walking
on streets of pure gold.
You had done your best,
while here on this earth,
Jesus took you home with him,
for a much greater work.

You left a real nice mansion
in Southern France.
Only to gain a new one,
across the Crystal Sea.
I know you thrilled the Angels
when you sailed through the gates,
But there’s no one here on earth,
to ever take your place,

Because he loved you so,
God softly took you home,
So you could keep on singing,
around his Golden-Throne.
But down here on this earth,
you’ll for ever live on
And we’ll keep on playing,
your beautiful songs.

© Fabienne, France


The New Messiah

Guiding us
with the roll of your head,
the fluid sidle of your hips.
Eyes closed, smirk in place,
you move us with the slightest gesture.

Allowing us to cover you
with our touches,
with the warmth of our adoration.
Granting us pleasure
with the touch of your hand.
Encouraging our love
with your appreciation.

You stage dive
into a sea of your disciples.
You anoint us
and we swear to spread the word.

Shedding the trappings of society
you keep us screaming for more
and more and more and more
and . . . GOD . . .
there can never be enough!

Sleepless nights are our future
as we wish and hope and dream,
and wait.
We wait,
knowing there will be more.

Suffused with new life
we must return to Monday,
but with a secret wisdom.
Knowledge that after dark lies light,
the light of our new messiah.

© Jennifer E. Gladis, 8-25-97


Percy’s Cloud
On the death of Michael Hutchence /
Nov. 22, 1997

you think I am gone,
but I am with you forever
in every passionate rainbow,
in all that is music

there is life
there is thought
there is art

embrace all that is beautiful,
for it is holy
my spirit, my soul is in every memory
in every idea

One world, one heart
where pain is forgotten,
hope is unnecessary,
and love awaits

give yourself to dance
for therein lies the secret
feel the energy in every cell
and pray it never stops

I give myself to you,
for the saving of your souls
take my gift and run
run to the ends of time
then start all over again

I promise I’ll see you soon
maybe in your eyes,
maybe in your heart,
forever in your dreams

© Jennifer E. Gladis, 11-22-97


Cut the red roses down
Scream without a sound
Walking all around
Looking for a ground
Keep your heart alive
Not just for today
Far from this room
Looking for your way

We all know
Now you¥re free
Singing with angels
Ashes against the wind

© Michael Wolfgang, November 22, 1999


Spread your wings and glide,
To highest possible peak,
You are one of the children now,
Free from harm,
Free from all that is bad,
Ready to take that flight,
For the next adventure,
Is yet to come,
Where you will be joined,
By angels of the son,
Be careful on this journey,
You have new things to see,
New things to venture,
This may scare you some,
I think that you will see,
The freedom that awaits you,
Through the golden gates of clear,
Take these messages of sorrow,
And turn them into peace,
You are now the shining star,
For all of us too see,
The star that we will wish upon,
On the nights that we feel alone,
The nights that we will dream of you,
To share and to hold in our hearts,
Take to the sky *Michael*,
It is your turn to shine,
Shine above the rest,
You were the only one,
The one that knew you best,
The others will see you again,
In time and in space,
Giving us such great reward,
We will never forget your face,
The time that you gave us your all,
Was the best that we ever embraced,
We were truly amased and blessed,
To of known you in this place,
In our minds and soul’s,
We’ll remember your grace,
Take to the sky *Michael*,
We’ll meet again in time,
Until then my sweet,
I toast and drink to you,
With these tears of mine…….

*We miss you Michael*

© Shannon, Phoenix, Az.


A Poem for Michael and Everyone…

Felt the world stop spinning on the day you died,
And I cried a million tears from my saddened eyes,
The sky that night seemed darker, much more still,
As a million stars went out, they just lost their will.

I thought what must have been on your mind,
How and why had the world be so rough and unkind?
But you were done with shouting, had no voice to shout,
So sad to think this was your only way out.

Thousands who loved you could just not conceive,
Why you felt the burning desire to leave,
I couldn’t shake it or lose it from my head,
For the tears and grieving all over the world now you are dead.

But time creeps on slowly and wounds do heal,
And once again broken hearts begin to feel,
The joy you gave us, your smile, your fun,
And those words filled with warmth like the summer sun.

I felt the earth start spinning once again,
Can listen to your laughter, a sound like rain,
The sky tonight looks brighter, much more still,
As a millions stars shine for you with all of their will.

© Caz, Woking, Surrey, UK

08.11.2015 – Websites

Official INXS Website

Tina Hutchence’s Website

An Excess of INXS

Deirdre’s A Time for Reflection

El Mundo Latino de INXS

03.08.2015 – Official statements

Official Statements

On behalf of the entire Hutchence family, we are extrememly shocked and deeply saddened by the sudden death of our son.

Michael was an inspiring talent who touched many people around the world with his work and will be greatly missed.

To us, and everyone else close to him, he was a vibrant human being, with an immense heart full of love.

As we try to come to terms with our tragedy, we ask that the media please respect the memory of Michael and leave us to grieve in peace.

Kelland Hutchence and Patricia Glassop

The band members of INXS are all in extreme shock at the loss of their dear friend, Michael Hutchence. Their love and sympathy go out to Michael’s family. They ask that the media please, in the time of extreme grief, act with courtesy and grace, and respect both Michael Hutchence’s family’s privacy, as well as their own.

At this point in time they have no further comment.

On behalf of INXS

There are no words to express the loss of someone like Michael. He was an amazingly kind and loving soul who touched the hearts of all who knew him. His was a unique and unrivalled talent which greatly inspired many. We were blessed to have Michael in this world and he will be forever missed and loved.

Martha Troup, INXS Manager

Michael Hutchence and INXS made an immense impact on my and my family’s life. A piece of our hearts was sliced away yesterday on the news of Michael’s death.

I will always remember vividly the night Michael and I sat up into the wee hours of the morning in some strange hotel somewhere in the world, philosophising on when it would be that a generation with thought to all people and the planet would take charge of politics.

The sad thing is we calculated that although we would be grandparents by then we would still be alive to see the change.

CM Murphy, former Manager of INXS

The manager of INXS, Matha Troup, and the five band members, Tim Farriss, Andrew Farriss, Garry Gary Beers, Kirk Pengilly and John Farriss, wish it to be known that the band is not auditioning for replacement singers following the recent death of their close friend and professional colleague, Michael Hutchence, as reported in last weekend’s Sidney Sun Herald.

The article that ran in the newspaper has released an unprecedented flood of media and public inquires (some wanting to audition) which the band fell is necessary to stem.

The band is still deep in a mourning phase of grief and request that media speculation about their future plans be put aside for the time being. They have currently made no other plans other than to take a big break.

Shawn Deacon, Publicist for INXS
03.08.2015 – Bono, U2

We were flying between shows and someone called and told me about Michael’s death. I still haven’t figured out quite how I feel about it. I don’t know whether I’m angry or guilty… You always think if it’s a mate that there was something you could have done. I still find it hard to figure it all out, because I had a conversation with him not that long ago where we talked about something like this, and we both agreed how dumb and selfish it would be, and Hutch was not at all selfish.

Bono said that he and Hutchence were neighbors in France and that their personality differences helped to fuel their friendship. ‘He was a nice guy to be around. He was very light, whereas I don’t think I’m the easiest person to be around, so we balanced each other out. But I hadn’t seen him for a while, because we were both off doing our thing. I’m finding the whole thing very hard to understand…’

Bono, U2
03.08.2015 – Boy George

If I had to pick one star who was destined for an early death, I would never have chosen Hutchence, despite his obvious love of the high life, the relentless drug rumours and the early morning police raid at Paula’s pad. I have been trying to make sense of it ever since I heard the shocking news. I’m honestly very distressed. I had known Michael casually for several years. He was friendly and sociable and I liked him very much. He was one of those people you meet and feel that you’ve known for ever. The last time I saw him was at a Versace fashion dinner. He came and sat at our table and introduced himself to the guests. My young friend Benny, who lives and works in the real world, laughed and said: ‘I think we all know who you are!’ Hutchence played the big pop star on stage and in the media but one-to-one he was a very sweet, normal man. With his band INXS, he also made some timeless music – like the brilliant and funky Need You Tonight with its haunting chant, ‘I’m lonely, cause I’m not sleeping.’ How sad that someone so young, handsome and talented has died in this way.

Boy George
03.08.2015 – Justin Currie, Del Amitri

I had the pleasure of going out and getting very drunk with Michael Hutchence about four years ago and I think it’s pretty tragic. It’s a great shame really. I do think he was genuinely a good bloke, Michael Hutchence.

For example, the world, or certainly Britain, seemed to be deeply shocked when Princess Diana died, but I thought it was a false kind of shock. I think people were shocked when Princess Diana died because of her image – and her PR machine that shoved this idea of this princess down our throats for so long that some of us started to believe it – and I think essentially that Princess Diana was no great loss to the human race, but having met Michael Hutchence I think it is something of a loss.

Justin Currie, Del Amitri
03.08.2015 – Ray Manzarek, The Doors

Poor, late Michael Hutchence. I liked him very much. I thought he was very good and I certainly liked the music that band made; INXS was a very good band. What a tragedy. He was going to get married and he was going on a tour and everything. Did you hear anything about Prozac? Some people have said that Prozac is, for some people – very few – a suicide drug.

Ray Manzarek (†), The Doors
03.08.2015 – Larry Mullen, U2

Sometimes lead singers relate only to other lead singers. It’s kind of this ego thing. But Michael wasn’t like that at all. He was a really sweet guy, a very nice guy to everyone he met. He was the consummate pop star. And he had so much fun with it all. I really miss that about him. I love having people like that around, and there really aren’t many like him, people with his kind of spunk.

Larry Mullen, U2
03.08.2015 – Tina Hutchence

I miss him deeply. I miss his beautiful smile, his bone crushing hugs and his great sense of humor.

As we stand at the beginning of 2000, I cannot help but look back and remember the day forty years ago, when my parents arrived home with the little infant who would grow up and bring the world so much joy. I was very young and Michael was the first baby I would learn to take care of. We moved often and I was introverted, and loathed changing schools. Therefore as a baby, Michael became my closest confidante, my little friend who had no idea what I was talking on about. I could have a whole conversation and he would just look at me and giggle and frown and giggle some more.

By the time Rhett came along, I was a seasoned baby sitter and Michael was a toddler, old enough to fetch things for me as I wrestled with diapers and bottles for Rhett. He was still my little friend and while our parents were out we would turn up the music and play my top forty records and dance around pretending to be singing the words.

Michael gave us all so much pleasure as a child, and later, grew into a charming, witty, playful, intelligent adult. His calls from the road were always entertaining. He would call at any hour ready for a chat. At first he was just so thrilled that people liked his music and he was so humble about the reaction he was getting from the audience. Sometimes he would be lonely and just wanted to tell me about, the shows, and what his hopes and dreams were for the future. I loved it when INXS began touring in the United States.

Very early on, if I surprised him by showing up in a city while he was on tour we would share his hotel room and take in a movie or go shopping. Sometimes I met him in a foreign country for a few days and the first thing we would look for, is a good Indian restaurant.

Michael was a caring, loving brother. He had a big heart and wanted to please everyone. Unfortunately in his endeavor to make others happy, he relegated many of his own wants and needs to the ‘tomorrow’ list. The business of entertainment can be a tough, mean business, and Michael was not a tough person. Michael was a softy. He melted over sweet, sincere stories, he loved good literature and poetry and especially enjoyed spending time in the garden of his villa in the South of France, and driving us through the surrounding countryside.

He was a charming person. When Michael engaged you in conversation at a party, you felt that you were the only person in the room – and that is rare in a business and a climate and age where most people are looking around the room to see who might be more famous. He could make anyone, male or female feel that she/he was the most fascinating person he had ever met. That was his power, it was not a put on, he was genuinely interested in everybody he met. He had that special quality that made a room light up with his presence. I feel fortunate to have known him from day one.

Tina Hutchence, 18 January 2000.
03.08.2015 – Helena Christensen

It’s not something you ever think is going to happen, especially not to someone like him. He was so very sensitive but at the same time full of life and charisma.

I can only think what happened was one of those things where you suffer emotionally and everything crashes in on you. You become so enraged you want to inflict pain on yourself, the way some people cut themselves. With Michael I think it was like, “Oh God, I’m so sick and tired of this, I want the physical pain to be greater than what I feel inside”. And then fate meant it became more than that.

That’s how I like looking at it anyway. He was very passionate, very emotional, and reacted immediately if something bothered him. I really think it was, in that sense, a mistake. With Michael, in the beginning I couldn’t even cry, because I was so confused and angry. Then it was straight into, “Goddamit, why?” It’s so silly. He still had so much in him. I know he didn’t want to leave his little child like that.

Five days before he died we had one of the best conversations we’d had since we broke up. He was happy, content. He was always so real and honest, it wasn’t like he was going to pretend he was happy if he wasn’t. I’m so glad we had that conversation.

I still talk to his dad and his dad’s wife. They became really good friends with my family, and we’ve been to see them a lot since. What’s keeping them going is to think about all the beautiful things about him, and to try to have some humour, if you can.

03.08.2015 – Jenny Morris

The reason why everybody loved Michael was because of the way he made them feel. He would eyeball you while you were talking, as though your piece of information was THE most important in the world (which I have to admit in my case it usually was) but he never looked to see who was more interesting in the room, and he always made you feel special, boy or girl, old or young, black or blue.

I always despaired every time I saw a new publicity photo of Michael because he was NEVER smiling. He would have this somber pissed of look, the prerequisit “Rock Star” glower and yet he was so totally different in life. He was constantly ready for a good laugh, and constantly making people laugh even in not such happy times.

I feel most proud of him when I think of the mammoth progression he made in his life as a singer. He was always a pretty good lyricist, always a mesmerising performer, but as a singer the person I heard when we first met in 1982, and the singer he became encompassed (to quote someone famous) all prerequisits from A to Z. He made himself into a seriously good singer from someone who got into the business by default.

I could go on but some things aren’t for sharing and all that needs to be said is that the world’s a far more colourful place for having known him.

Jenny Morris, 10 October 1999
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